u my friend...

Did I lose you my friend
8yrs of weird relation
the quality time
sharing it equally
fighting over stupid things
laughing over life
being innocent in childish thoughts
debating for things of no money
I didn’t lose u then…
Is maturity testing us
Were we better before
Or are we getting better
For the good deeds of my previous life
The almighty has gifted u to me
Is he taking it away, for me not being worthy
Am I losing you now…u little sweetheart
I did made stupid mistakes
But those were only a spur of moments
Now there is life with no soul…

Distance has taken out best from us
A week seems like a decade
But for something’s to be better
Sacrifice has been the word
Feels like running to you with every rush of blood
But then Something’s got to wait
To hold back has being very difficult
I haven’t gone far
M ther, ther just besides u…
Listening to u…taking care of u
Though m hearing every beat of yours, u wont c me
Let time decide our faith
Till then m missing u my innocence…