Missing Link!!!

Evrytime u come across the feeling of been hollow from inside,
the thought when u r enjoying with ur friends,
and ur going tell these moments to tht person,
the name which pops up first,
is tht "the" person for u...
is it been foolish in ur thoughts,
or is it really smthing missing,
is it tht u crave for tht person...
leaving smthngs unexplainable is good.
these are jst spur of moments...they are like popcorn
they pop up when heated...

writing these down also is a popcorn,
may be 2morrow i may find it foolish enough to look at also.
may be 2morrow i wud say wht a waste of time,
i am not like this...
but these things help me grow.
building the world around me whch i wanna experience...

Life in Sharing!!!

Been 9n half months...in place calld gold mine.
gold mine has been for me. all stoned hearts.
no feelings in the work.
all walking as zombie's. the more closer zombies r whom i be around.
life is land of dead. n m the "shawn of dead"....lol....m watching lots of movies.

movies, money n madness.
people living in here for penny...living together in a small house whch cud be hen house back there natives.
2,4,10,16 people dumped in one house. ha ther goes the city of gold...
the only gold colour they c is yellow when the heat brings them down...............
sharing bed spaces...deals...compromises.........
compromising life to make it better for future........
whts the use of such life...as whn is the age tht u shud enjoy
the beautiful life tht god gifted wth most lovely family u will get.

Fragile life^

life at the juncture of when boy becomes a man.
the responsibility which falls on the grown shoulders...is big...
hve those shoulders become so strong...
r those still those of tht person who has lived life carefree..
wth maximum one responsibility...

trying to enjoy on every sec of life...trying to prve himself...is he ready...
is he ready to take it all. life...partner...family...

DOPE

somethings never change. the almighty cycle goes one. being grinned in some corner.
tiered of life. What's its like being on dope, the juice.
Counting the best masturbation u had into 10, the float of life, without wings.
every wrong, every injustice, every feeling which makes u hate
about yourself are microscopic then. everything goes silent.
things got to change. Pray harder? hmm. yea my friend says god got a hard on.
the test for survival infront of him goes on. may be the light will shine like knife through butter,
i won't even feel it........i will b all gone...............
help me...............................................................................god.

Dew Minutes!!!

a beautiful morning starts with fresh fragrance of morning rains.
life has changed so much, normally a dull looking atmospher has changed to the fresh day of life...
looking thru the windows of the car....the dew drops travelling back wth the time...
new drops falling as new events for life...
the underlying chill of weather telling my soul, m missng u...
listening to luv songs...makes mind run to the moment wher i wanna be..
thoughts running to speed of sound....everything so perfect as i want...life running to slow............
i dont wanna end this moment...but things hve ther beauty when they r to limit...
thts when u feel life changes...new things come n go..may b better things come, may b not...
but in the hope for the better ther's always a new sunrise.....

chatak!!!

counting dayz for the last 10 months. awaiting every sec of the life to pass...
waiting for the day to return bck home. looking bck to every moment of life spend at home. thinking how much it must hve changed. the small showcase...my workplace. the alley wher i use to play. the shouting of neighbours.
the place wher i use to sleep..........the chaotic nights.
the small kids who use to come near for chocolates.

every small thing..which i made me feel at home...
so much of anticipation...so much eagerness...